Thursday, January 24, 2013

Always emotional

I wasn't always emotional. Well, OK, I always was. But the start of a movie, or a song being played at Disneyland wasn't what used to set me off. It was that my jeans didn't fit just right or that I hadn't made an A+ in science, or that my mom wouldn't let me stay out past curfew.
I AM EMOTIONAL now. I cry all the time. I try to limit the big cries, and rely on just welling up, but that's hard work.
We took West to see How to Train Your Dragon Live Show this weekend at the Honda Center. The minute we walked into the arena, I welled up. The minute the music started, as it starts at the beginning of the movie, I well up. When Toothless himself flew above us, and my little West beamed and waved, I lost it.
When did I become this person? This sap?
August 18 2009 is when. Exactly when. 
I'm embracing it now. I FEEL things, and cry about them. So there.


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